Sunday, December 4

:. the worse,dying inside .:

assalamualaikum.

*sigh*
really really the worse thing ever happen in my life.
can't stop,can't avoid too.
the only way is just accept it.
just go with the flow.
no matter how bitter it is.
no matter how bad it is.
no matter how suck it is.
no matter how f*ck it is.

biler dpat tau tu rase macam nadi berhenti kejap.
ak da mati ke?
ak da ke alam lain ke?
betul ke ape yang aku dga ni?
ke ak silap dga?

nopppp.
thats the fact.
that im not that lucky anymore
i've to let it go cause theres a lot of people out there 
deserve to have it more than i am.

 yes.i'll let it go as you've told me.
i'll try to calm myself.
i'l try to accept it with all my heart.

i  really hope that people that i love the most can accept it to
i really hope that they don't think too much about it cause i don't want them to get hurt.
please people,,please don't think about it to much coz you'll get hurt.
i just need your " doa-doa " coz i know your "doa-doa " is the most valueble thing rite now.
*sigh*
how bad i am.i know but theres nothing i can do rite now .

ya Allah,aku terima apa adanya.
ya Allah,,aku terima dugaan  ini dengan ikhlas.
ya Allah,aku terima walaupown terase tak mampu untuk menghadapinya.
tetapi aku yakin bahawa Allah  memberi dugaan kepada hambanya kerana
 Allah tahu hambanya mampu untuk menghadapi dugaan itu.

ya Allah,aku yakin ada hikmah di sebalik dugaan ini.
semoga aku kuat..!!!
yes.i've to be strong.

ya Allah.tunjukkan la hambamu ini jalan yang terbaik untuk di pilih.
jalaj yang membawa kepada kejayaan,dunia dan akhirat.
amin.

btw,the only thing i can do rite now to face it is.

crying inside.
dapat release tensen sket.
teheeeeeeee!

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